villanellawafer:

lately every time i get high i start thinking about h ow my life could be different and like do i want to change it do i want to change anything> bc what if iwas a completely different person than i am now but i actually like myself finally and that took a long time to happen so what if ichange something and i’m somebody different from who am i now and then from there i start thinking about like man is there even really a self or am i just something my brain wants me to think that i am 

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