euphoria

good evening. geez, it’s wednesday already. we’ve made it halfway through the week but we’re also halfway through the year. time is moving so fast. i’m here trying to break bad habits and kick ass so much so that i can change our (my child and myself) lives for good. today i felt like talking about kicking other asses though. i mean have you ever tried to ride for someone hoping someday your efforts will not be in vain? like, you see the potential but it’s being wasted on weak individuals. essentially i think we all do the best we can in life. remember that saying, if you know better you do better? i think that’s true. we all know right from wrong of course but why do people still do wrong? well because they don’t know better. they know what the right thing to do is but they have practiced doing wrong. the side that we nurture is going to prevail above all reason. the experiences we have allowed to fester have planted seeds that grow. our actions reflect whatever it is that we choose to water. these are just my views of course. i’m obviously no doctor but this is what i believe to be the issue. what i’ve learned is that you can fight for someone and be there for them every time. you can try to help them to become a better version of themselves for as long as you have the energy but some people will never have good things. they will never reach their full potential. they will continue to choose to be the mediocre version of themselves every day of the week and twice on sundays refusing to accept that their deep rooted issues, those planted seeds need to be addressed in order to become who they need to be.